Die a Hero.

 

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HARV-ISTA, B-SEVENTYFOUR

Gave up on Atlas Shrugged at P. 1097,

The point is I have the right 

Will you come see me, Thursday's and Saturday's. What have you got to lose?

Why we argue anyway, oh I forgot is summertime

You're not a stranger if you're always on my mind

Who said. You can't live. Forever. Lied. I don't trust them anyways, you can't break the law with them. 

Can you get my friends in the club? Can you get my Benz in the club? If not, treat your friends like the benz. Park they ass outside till the evening end. 

Natural Born Savages. 

Stay Up. 

Lamp (these dreams, struggles, riches, and sins make me wonder, who i am). Drivers license. Sven piqua.

I don't trust them anyways. "My mind is my halo".

Dill poster. Kim underwear dirt pile poster. Basquiat cdg runway. 

"I know what's poppin in the world rn"

Success is what you make it

Can't love you, you gave it too easy. Can't have your heart. 

Casualties of Tour

IcarusCherubStayUpSqwala

 

(Man said of women) They're all the same height on their backs. "No theyre not." That's cuz you're tall 

Low miles high apr. love. 

I like my women like I like my cars, sexy and debt free. 

Goodfellas. Pulp Fiction. City of God. Donnie Darko. Skate Vid. American Psycho. Eyes Wide Shut. Fear and Loathing. Nike’s Apple Music Video. Pans Labyrinth. Kids Harmony Korin. 

Not everyone believes what you believe. My beliefs do not require that to be so. 

Keg Craft. 

Influence by Robert Chialdini. Nudge. Thinking Fast and Slow. Predictably Irrational Dan Ariely. 

Best be dead cuz you damn sure ain’t ride. “Is that not your dream anymore”

i was younger than i seemed as a kid. fuckerey afoot

There is a town in North Ontario

Dream comfort memory to spare

And in my mind I still need a place to go

All my changes were there

Blue, blue windows behind the stars

Yellow moon on the rise

Big birds flying across the sky

Throwing shadows on our eyes

Nothing absolute will happen, and I don’t believe in absolute truths.

 FOX is the devil incarnate. Stay Up. 

Pray and Persist. 

Your thoughts aren’t my thoughts. Fill me up or let me be. RwG JNeP

HaPPiNeSS IS A WaRM GuN

SQWaLa

I saw a barn burning down, in the Middle of nowhere in the Middle of the night. 

Shit don’t come with trophies. 

Shouts to a three bad bitch. 

Word to Live By:

Freeze your heart in perpetual bliss, 

happiness, a choice made,

never the thought,

 caged by complacency,

pursuit, rather, strive and strife

Henry Miller Tropics of. Chrome Yellow Huxley. Herman Hesse Journey to the East. Kipling If. 

Antifragility. Taleb. Emotional Intelligence.  

The hungry brain. Stavrogin. The Possessed Dostoyevsky. 

One need not actually compute the alternative histories so much as assess their attributes. 

Mathematics is principally a tool to meditate, rather than to compute.  

Perennial Seller. Ryan Holiday. 

On a pit and a prayer Michelle White

Back in KY for dream. Digression to experience back, flights and baggage issues, new ticket, flight between. Back to dream. 

Alabacios Nero Fyoder Heron Mason Mavis Rafa Spirous "s" Wolfgang Margiela Sloan(🏃🏾‍♀️) Kushim Leor Lorne Jean Michel Alabaster Victor Emile Hieronymus Murdoch Yasiel

Goodfellas. Pulp Fiction. Skate vids. City of God. Comedians in cars with coffee. 

In sync play wolves music video 

Any party you ever host, Cardi B these is blood

Rules to live by:

Never stop

Eat less; gluttony is sin. Whence one has asked if their intake is gluttonous, they have become overly satiated. 

Sleep when you are dead. 

Avoid company of no value. Never catch feels. 

Everything is relative, everything is perspective. Life is about balance. 

  

Tolstoy: In the Kingdom of ...

David Foster Wallace. “Infinite Jest”

Ulysses. 

I heart Amsterdam. Transport and deals. Buy at airport. 

How do you not care.  

Cut the collar. Print off a taper/pattern paint. 

Human body, falcon head/ animal head (Egyptian). Busts with paint. 

Cracker. Brie. Basil. Olive oil. Cherry tomato halved. 

Everything’s temporary, never get comfortable in your spot. Free Kodak. Last leg of the momma we made it tour

Read more Huxley. Arthur Clarke Childhoods End. Society of the spectacle. 

Leaders are selfish in their ideals, not their actions. 

This was my November. 

Momma we made it tour. 

Large glass oval table. black table stand, oval arms, picture two rings top and bottom and an x of two rings holding the two together. large white room, very white. cocaine white. rug mild shag. large, possibly bleached, elephant skull centerpiece. 

I’m on my live alone die alone. On a jacket. When you see me see you. La Flame says, let your ambition carry you. 

I beat the curve. I will talk before I walk. I just know. I can feel it. I hear Jesus. 

Kylie post up ass up photo. Sky Fierra Night Time My Time 

reality is yours to define. everything and nothing, all at once

I’m a racist fuck. The hell in which i believe I will some day occupy. I got to church every Sunday just to burn. 

It’s been a long time coming dieLittrack1 ChiefOKeefe Otistrack?

Moved to a house with a dog, next to a quarry, hide or hair, never saw him again

Lie down in darkness William Styron William Kennedy ironweed

Mailer Advertisements for Myself

Dostoyevsky The Gambler (and brothers)

Allen Ginsberg Howl

Feel like Depok Chopra

Lemme show you rn before you give it up

Be nicer, or you’ll come back as a pigeon

We spent four seasons at the four seasons twice

Shots, large halo; More Lives Than A MothaFuckin’ Cat. 

 

Hipster women looking like Taxi Driver. 

Catch me in the cut playing Sigur Ros. 

House was completely gentrified. 

Golden Rose Color of the Dream i Had

Genuinely, and from the bottom of my much filled heart, thank you. Thank you for opening your doors, and thank you for your recognition. We gone rule the world.

Too much Love, Lucas. 

My last job, as your friend, is to be nice to you. My last job. 

Why they all look attractive from a block away

Harboring resentment makes you age like King Midas in reverse. 

I could be happy the rest of my life with a cinnamon girl. Cinnamon Women. 

The Organization Didn’t Win Championships in Utah with the Flu. 

There’s a war going on outside no man is safe from. God is Seven. Last of the Originals. SQWVLV

God is seven. Last of the Originals. My Mind is My Halo. Every Wall is a Door. 

What’s worse, the pain or the hangover?

God

Bless

The

Poor. 

The New Yorker. Katherine Schultz. The Really Big One. 

Carry your Moms casket, everything else is light. Tremaine Emory. 

It always comes full circle. 

Let me thank you, sincerely, for conducting and progressing my life. 

Thomas

Lydia

Marcus

Kristie

Fear of failure. Humbling yourself. 

I feel it is been so difficult to put pen to paper because I ON the tribute an immeasurable mount of my life successes to you and feel as though I’ve done so little to reciprocate

Santa Fe technologies. 

How come everyone knows you before they meet you?

How I wish I knew, How I wish I knew you from before

‘til I Die

How to define loss. I once lost five pairs, different varieties of different models from different designers, amassed purely through happenstance and subsequent collection, of black leather gloves. Looking for them in the basement of an old home, of which I had moved out of six months prior yet still occupied by old friends, I was at a loss for their location. Dormant, vacant boxes piled in a sweaty basement led to the temptation of discovery though afforded no avail. It is my belief that an old roommate, a motorcycle rider, took said gloves and dispensed of them through his own ways and means. It is a logical route for the final destination of these gloves, materializing into my life and evaporating thereon. A brief memory of what I had forgotten I had lost, searching out of whim. Rather than lie, mute as to their whereabouts, I would’ve preferred the roommate simply told me he took the gloves. I would have been where I was 10 minutes prior to said search. Exact equanimity, exact nothingness. The space between nothingness and equanimity: that is loss.

“Why am I so easy to forget like that?” There is power in your remembering to forget. 

When you go to Hell you come back a vulture. Eat dead meat yuppie fuck. 

No such thing as half way crooks. Scared money don’t make loot. 

Baby Boomers Killed the World and Wont Admit It. 

I’m tryna drink some liquid thc and see what Gods tahm bout

Today, I thought about killing you. What’s a crown to the clouds?

That’s what I think when I think of noir

Somewhere between let’s grab a drink (we should hang out) and rn I feel like the worlds ended

A digital Eulogy

Oscillations and Solitude are killing me slowly. Inaccessible standards of pure self infliction or mere trust of a larger process. 

Call Luke (Front) 414-30—-59 (back)

freckles. Kelly Rowland. Those knot sweaters that show your stomach but have long sleeves. vegetarian 

General lack of confidence and self worth. Absence of taste. 

I know she gets happy when he ends up with a dub through some internal self validating pride, but I hate, hate, when she ends up with a dub. All the work put in and time spent just reflect back poorly on you. 

Intention and niche. Experience AI and Investor into Operational. Natural progression. Fit within their Inv Strategy. 

Tax system as the largest socioeconomic driver for population wherein many lost in the minutia 

Right Cap. Cover Letter. Grandpa. 

It’s that nostalgic wish, the wanderlust taste, that you’re acutely aware once existed, but couldn’t begin to glue back together once you’ve seen the other side. Once you’ve looked over the fence. 

Chris - Crime and Punishment

Burke - One flew over the Cuckoos Nest | Clockwork Orange 

Walk To (-End-Suicide-)... Reborn 9.21.19

Oliver North Committed War Crimes over beautiful backdrop. Never forget who writes the rules. 

Credit Market runs the Equity Market

I remember back in college, bitches knocking on my dorm door

I ain't never let 'em in

Now you know that that's cap, know I hit a few

DRVKKVR NOIR

God Is Seven

Last of the Originals

My Mind is My Halo

Every Wall is a Door

Faust. Dreams. Struggles. Riches. Sin. 

Hold my Liquor, ye Verse. 

I tried to think of a song that would exemplify your time in Chicago, this is what I think: Hold My Liquor. 

Kill People Kill People. 

Easy Breezy Beautiful Thugga Girls on sleeves and back of jacket

Youth is wasted on the young on something dark. 

I can hold my liquor

What this man can't handle is me

Dark and lonely now

On Chicago, south of town

I'm on to Indiana

I heard it in the radio now

I can't handle no liquor

But these bitches can't handle me

I can't control my niggas

And my niggas they can't control me

You say you know me, my nigga

But you really just know the old me

Bitch I'm back out my coma

Waking up on your sofa

When I park my Range Rover

Slightly scratch your Corolla

Okay, I smashed your Corolla

I'm hanging on a hangover

Five years we been over

Ask me why I came over

One more hit and I can own ya

One more fuck and I can own ya

One cold night in October

Pussy had me floating

Feel like Deepak Chopra

Pussy had me dead

Might call 2Pac over

Yeezy's all on you sofa

These the red Octobers

Still ain't learn me no manners

You love me when I ain't sober

You love me when I'm hungover

Even when I blow doja

Then her auntie came over

Skinny bitch with no shoulders

Tellin' you that I'm bogus

Bitch you don't even know us

"Baby girl, he's a loner

Baby girl, he's a loner

Late night organ donor

After that he disown ya

After that he's just hopeless

Soul mates become soulless

When he's sober it's over"

And bitch, I'm back out my coma

Callin' up your uncle's place

Shit's all over the place

I don't hear your phone

Oh I wanna phone home

I can't handle no liquor

But these bitches can't handle me

I can't control my niggas

And my niggas they can't control me

You say you know me, my nigga

But you really just know the old me

I heard you need a new fad

I heard you need a new stack

I heard you need a new phone

I know your 'rents ain't be home

Callin' up your uncle's place

Shit's all over the place

I don't hear your phone

Oh I wanna phone home

Explore the moment of realization, when you learn something is unnatural. Your lifting camping was different, but that fact was never apparent. This transcends then to knowledge. Still learning I am different. Where will my children land?

Spent most of my life telling myself I wasn’t shit, and spend my time now proving otherwise. 

Rally’s and Product costs. 

Buy DIS

sto·i·cism ˈstōəˌsizəm/ noun

1. the endurance of pain or hardship without a display of feelings and without complaint.

2. an ancient Greek school of philosophy founded at Athens by Zeno of Citium. The school taught that virtue, the highest good, is based on knowledge, and that the wise live in harmony with the divine Reason (also identified with Fate and Providence) that governs nature, and are indifferent to the vicissitudes of fortune and to pleasure and pain.

“See what happens when you believe in yourself”

“Oh shit I’m tweakin, I gotta go pick up my other car”

“Paying for pussy make you age more”

Suppose somehow the lion hearted failed to smile, who would be the villain? All the strangers voted for him. 

Angel. “Dreams Struggles Riches Sins”

When you see me, see you. 

Every Wall Is A Door. 

pull ups, dips, curls shoulders, rows, side abs deadlifts, floor/abs

Life’s a bitch, pull them panties to the side now. 

I can’t tell if you lack taste or lack influence. 

You couldn’t make our Wedding Day, too sick to travel. 

Perhaps it is upon the instant that we realise, admit, that there is a logical pattern to evil, that we die, he thought, thinking of the expression he had once seen in the eyes of a dead child, and of other dead: the cooling indignation, the shocked despair fading, leaving two empty globes in which the motionless world lurked profoundly in miniature. Faulkner

What is the summertime without a tragic romance (apparition)

Alphabet. Berkshire B. Facebook. Apple. Amazon. Guns and Cigarettes. Dollar Tree. 

saw my ex in a bar, seconds after exiting the blunt. she called me over and asked how you been. high asl I shrugged and pushed on




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